Leaving

[lstair]

Website is starting to interfere in my personal life, ideals and dreams. I think it’s best to cut the cord, don’t think I’ll be back. In my opinion this intense crypticism scares 90% of any newcomers willing to study or learn. Maybe I was dwelling on the wrong ideas and topics, maybe I didn’t put enough time into it, who knows. But this website is a parasite to my mind. Many of you are extremely kind and I thank you, this has been a journey. Good luck to all of you and stay safe.

[BeN1]

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[Svalbard]

BeN1's thoughts mirror mine. I'm not sure if we ever talked on this forum, Istair, but I have read some of your posts while browsing, and appreciated them. I'm sad to see you go, and hope that you'll manage to figure things out in your personal life, and decide to come back at some point. At the same time, you have to act in the way that you think is best for you, and I respect your choice, regardless of whether it's temporary, or permanent. Best of luck to you.

I, too, have taken a break from this website for a few months. It was for a different reason, however. I felt that I had stagnated, and wasn't progressing in my understanding of the ideas being relayed here. My sensation while studying eht-namuh has always been "liminal", rather than "acute". Now, I've returned to attempt to bring what I feel in the background over into the fore.

[Redbeck]

Dear Istair,

As someone who treasures every post that flutters into the Oracle forum, and I would add you have made many excellent contributions, I am always distressed to learn that any member of our wonderful Oracle forum community feels they have reached a brick wall in terms of expanded understanding. Every word you post is another brick in the construction of universal enlightenment that we have worked on for so long.

Therefore, while I have no jursidiction or rights over your future path of learning, I would urge you to reconsider any total departure, rather spread your time across a number of intellectual pathways enabling you to draw comparisons and contribute words according to what satisfies the thrust of an enquiring mind. Most appropriately Istair's enquiring mind.

The variety of topics, patterns and interrelationships defined on this site is vast, it has to be, given the supply of 'bricks' we receive minute by minute, all pieces of an immense and intensely complex yet infinitely rewarding jigsaw. However, I believe that in many cases it is wise to revisit the same areas of knowledge a multiple of multiple times to establish a workable understanding in order to move forward.

And so Mr Istair I trust we shall meet again soon, both Svalbard and BeN1 are absolutely correct in their observations, for which I thank them.

Don't let go, you have the music in you.... Best Regards Redbeck

"But when the night is falling
You cannot find the light
You feel your dreams are dying
Hold tight
You've got the music in you
Don't let go
You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live
Can't forget
We only get what we give"

[IoBoI]

I’ve related to a lot here, I found this place when I needed it most, I was stagnating and then afterwards it consumed me bc I thought I could find the key I needed, and I can say I’ve found more guidance here than any parent or friend in my life but when it comes to personally evolving or changing this place only brings you so are. I’ve spent a considerable amount of time here just bc i had the free time thinking I’d find the one missing piece and I’d feel whole or I’d become closer to my best self and I think this place definitely was the route, it can’t be built for me