Ode to Apollo

[Auriorusiana]

If anyone has an interest in the questioning and answer of the cycle in and of life death and reincarnation and what a mortal is defined as to a god or other deity here we go, in a format that most can understand and have common ground over even if you don’t like this particular ego.

It is said Cobain was Apollo, was either possessed or was the mortal incarnation of the sun son itself.

Was Cobain a man who came to know Apollo or was he Apollo all along and came to know himself?

If you see me as an idol worshipper you will not know the fragment of wisdom I have gained from common cordiality and respect, you do not pass go or receive $300 thinking of this dialogue that way.

See whether Cobain was just a mortal boy who found himself at the assistance of a higher power or he was the higher power who chose to incarnate to reach his mortal brethren either way the story is beautiful and should spark questions on the modern and archaic relationship of mortality the illusion of death reincarnation and life/Christ in general.

Not all wisdom is absolute except for the gnosis gleaned by accident putting yourself in the shoes of mortal and god and then may you find the balance of it all.

Cobain spent his entire life alluding to the occult and eventually the beyond near abstract coalescence describing higher powers and their function, as a result of soaring so high perhaps under the wrong ruling on purpose for crooked paths require no correction, he demonstrated the human instrument in what many still consider to be one of the peaks of what a man can accomplish and how he may go about it and how a god can accurately understand man and their juxtaposition.

If you think I’m reading into something that isn’t there, you are not here.

With that said this gives much meaning to life death vice and existence everywhere. In one life, a god paid for sin in a way he could, could be better could’ve been worse and that is the human condition. Symbolically he was passed forth a torch not many gave the honor and opportunity to have, if you cannot see this, you either are meant to see other things or you do not see.

Here we have a modern subject who faced thousands upon aeons of sin blasted and throttle through his being burning with infernal creative and divine energy, found his place in the world, and even left it on the standards of humanity at the time.

A man who was likely more capable of evil and good more than most of us, had higher and different responsibilities than us, here we get a glimpse into the responsibility Christ himself likely faced but everyone should know Christ embodied it all and faced every single imaginable sin and divine fruit, therefore when let’s say his child faces even a fraction of his own, we can study those sins and divine peaks in higher detail due to law of specialization and specific subjects rather than it All at All times.

Whether you like it not, it was a beautiful incarnation, and we all watched a boy with more responsibility than us all take on the weight of the world and sell it. He did exactly what we all desire and expect on the lowest to highest forms of logos and intuition. That is why whether you like it or not, you know who he is and some of his exploits gains downfalls and come ups, bc it is the nature of sleepwalkers to notice those signatures even subconsciously

[Auriorusiana]

It’s my personal extrapersonal and intro personal belief that this should make the reader/incarnation to notice such a experience decide how itself wants to incarnate and how it wants to live and what a good/bad life is defined by in the cosmos.

It’s clear he was Apollo/was a vicar or son of the Sun. This would mean everyone to have been incarnated in the last few thousand years even beyond is likely on this planet rn in one form or another or atleast passes through here frequently.

So as the Sun rises and falls everyday on time and point, how do you as the human now want to live up and die down.


In conclusion, this is “idol worship” done correctly. If you’re ever going to bother with Christ you don’t need these idol games and what not tbh but if you really wanna heal the world or help return from sin or even pump the world full of more you can approach the ideas and beings in a correct manner so whether you are holy or heinous you can atleast be efficient.

This is sorta the point of the higher powers for people obsessed with politics race equality and hierarchy. See spend your entire life fighting for equality or being a colossal racist, the person approaching the confusion with the right mindset, no matter where his loyalties lay, will be more effective and therefore will become your king either way. This is the point of the riots and BLM in general also the two political parties in america to communism in general.

The us vs them isn’t abt communism vs capitalism or monarchy vs democracy or Christ vs idol. This is abt the What and How of the approach of said topics. This is why horrible people get away with so many horrible things simply bc they can, it’s bc they operate on a less binary thought process than us vs them, and if they simply were taken out the game as soon as they sinned then even the innocents would suffer on account of ignorance. This is why hitler and gandhi succeeded. If I’m not clear then I guess it really isn’t meant for you.

For example, when faced with game of idol worship vs Christ usually it’s a bunch of wannabe pagans opposing catholic institution and Christ dickriders despising polytheism just bc their pastor told them to. And like it or not it is fact 3/4 of ppl will either lean to one side or the other in absolution when they take these subjects seriously.

There’s hardly a man mortal or god alive out there questioning the standard who wrote it what and why and how. Same with BLM and the riots. No one will ever state “perhaps this is not as black and white as it seems” if you cannot see the irony you prove the reptilian perspective of pigs vs monkeys. They literally are having us think black and white on the subjects of black and white, forcing you to either act, black or white.

Same with idol worship, do you yourself know how many polytheistic gods eventually found Christ and became Christ? I don’t but I’m guessing the possibility is there and it happens frequently unlike what a die hard pagan thelemist might believe or a die hard “Christian”.

See this is why even while believing and respecting polytheism one may also be Christian and even a greater example and forerunner for Christ and pantheon alike.

This is also why if one with this mindset wanted to be racist or fully equity, the only factor that proves capability and where ones heart is, is this kind and line of thinking, and behold this is the worlds first us vs them mentality.

This is also why I could go out tomorrow, and lead an aryan brotherhood and BLM sect at the same time selling to them both, in fact it’s happening and I find it hard to respect BLM or the aryan brotherhood ideals when they are consumers to be bought and sold and allow that to happen due to ego driven desires. Call the sellers and writers of that script reptilian all day you will see the day where you relate to that snake oil salesman more than anyone else.

I don’t enjoy superiority games I haven’t reaped enough material benefits to even have a reason to enjoy it for selfish reasons, however since I always questioned hierarchy for the correct reasons I have come to respect it, call it predictive programming perhaps it may be and that’s why such binary games are set up like BLM and Aryan brotherhoods and Police gangs so that I may reject them and be left with only a handful of options to believe in.

And no matter how self aware I get in that aspect I couldn’t be aware of all the consequences, I sense great pain in these superiority games which is why a cult centered around playing these games at these agendas hasn’t already stemmed from me.

If I decided tomorrow to lead a BLM rally and aryan brotherhood I would do the most as messenger for them both and via business even find a way for them to work with each other bc it seems pretty obvious to me bc I’m not a BLM faggot or aryan brotherhood queer.

So in essence:if you wanna find Christ and if you’re like me you’ll see it everywhere and find amazing reasons in idol worship, if you want the world to accept itself you’ll see unity in these black and white games if you’ve ever met grey.

The only us vs them to ever exist was those who know black white and grey and how every shade and color exists between these points and those who only see black white or only color and never their own shade.

It is fact that whoever is out there attending those BLM rallies and aryan brotherhood meetings, becoming a peak racist for both sides, finds perfect equality and balance and is more capable of absolving the friction than anyone on either side likely bc the same ppl doing this wrote the standard of racism and acceptance