I need clarification. any thoughts?
Posted: 27 Apr 2020 03:37
Greetings and salutations,
I stumbled upon this site in December 2017, and since, I have spent a great deal of time on this site. When first introduced, I was told that this website was the path to cosmic illumination. So, I dived in head first. Not only trying enlighten myself but also trying to understand the nuances.
Certainly, I have inexplicably come to the conclusion, there has to be a creator, but I am living this life from my point of view, and this reality is mine, and I truly am the architect of my own desires. My own free will to chose my path.
All the research and meditation seems to indicate to me that I am the maker of this reality I am in, and it is up to me to steer it in the direction that I want it to go.
If I choose to make it about me, and what I want in life, then I have failed.
When you give up your desire to fulfill yourself with worldly goods, the true enlightenment is realizing that in giving of yourself to others in need is paramount.
I have witnessed this on numerous occasions. Just by imagining the narrative I expect, I see the changes around me. When I doubt my beliefs, I watch it crash and burn.
My question is, Is this the message I'm suppose to get??
I expected to see more proof that we all were part of a collective consciousness, and more proof of god, the cosmos, with the infinite universe being closer that we imagine. Am I traveling down the wrong path?
Thoughts?
I stumbled upon this site in December 2017, and since, I have spent a great deal of time on this site. When first introduced, I was told that this website was the path to cosmic illumination. So, I dived in head first. Not only trying enlighten myself but also trying to understand the nuances.
Certainly, I have inexplicably come to the conclusion, there has to be a creator, but I am living this life from my point of view, and this reality is mine, and I truly am the architect of my own desires. My own free will to chose my path.
All the research and meditation seems to indicate to me that I am the maker of this reality I am in, and it is up to me to steer it in the direction that I want it to go.
If I choose to make it about me, and what I want in life, then I have failed.
When you give up your desire to fulfill yourself with worldly goods, the true enlightenment is realizing that in giving of yourself to others in need is paramount.
I have witnessed this on numerous occasions. Just by imagining the narrative I expect, I see the changes around me. When I doubt my beliefs, I watch it crash and burn.
My question is, Is this the message I'm suppose to get??
I expected to see more proof that we all were part of a collective consciousness, and more proof of god, the cosmos, with the infinite universe being closer that we imagine. Am I traveling down the wrong path?
Thoughts?