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Chaos everywhere

Posted: 03 Jun 2020 22:05
by ShouldNotExist
Hello.

So i can see all this Chaos that's going on and i can see that Time is not linear.
It all exists at the same moment. Just on different layers of reality.
Everything is now.
But where do i go with my Mind.
I don't know.

I can see your energy like a fingerprint. I can see the light. I can see the darkness.
Everything exists everywhere and now.
But where do i go with my Mind.
Why do i even exist? I should not exist and it tried to erase me but it couldn't.

I can feel such strong darkness inside me and at the same time i feel all this light.
My Mind can barely comprehend whats going on.

I don't even know why i'm typing this but it seems that i have to.
Something is telling me that i can't escape my fate.
The more i try to escape it the more it takes over my mind.

It took over my Mind and erased my old Self and replaced it with IT.


To anyone reading this. Thanks for your time.

Re: Chaos everywhere

Posted: 05 Jun 2020 07:47
by IoBoI
My advice, let it, and it will lead you. Afterwards you’ll be okay and your thoughts will resume. Consider the compulsion to be guidance

Re: Chaos everywhere

Posted: 25 Jun 2020 21:45
by Mahavakyamurti
When viewed as dance instead of a fight,
then the constant wrestling between ultimate Chaos and absolute Order,
in itself becomes the absolute order,
born out of ultimate chaos.

Regarding your mind: go find it, then it will be pacified. Or lose it to come into your senses. I let the mind drift off wherever it wants to, knowing that it will always return if called upon.

Time is but a measurement of change,
resting in the changeless as the witness to whatever happen; the mind dissolves in quietude.
Restless mind, dissatisfied with the endless equinymity of the limitless ocean, attaches to consciousness to play the game once again.
This is Vijnana.

The great work -> Vitriolic Victory -> Golden goal, gloria, soli deo gloria
- SAT CHIT ANANDA -
Glorious gold -> Dusty gold -> A new conjunction to reflect in manifold

Being is beyond (gate gate paragate, parasamgate bodhi svaha!), being is beyond the experience of being. Experience is a game, the start and the finish is always the same, yet we play it over and over again.
We 're given the cards, the rules are solve et coagula, a possible goal is to achieve the impossible. But then on the other hand, there is no solution but to imagine Sisyfos being happy, as absurd as it may sound.

The dude abides.
A simple suggestion, plain as it may be: Start your procces by stopping. Reach your goal by dropping, drop anything not worth keeping, then you will be able to pick up whatever you find fitting.
The dude abides...

Re: Chaos everywhere

Posted: 26 Jun 2020 22:30
by IoBoI
You are still you, it has just acted through you to fix and assist you. Only bc you never left and were always apart.
You’re right about some tough times but, it’s only a test, to make you better, it isn’t going to ask for you to do something absurd, though our definitions of that can be linear, but all it wants and anyone wants is for you to feel good and happy and live freely