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Am i too evil to find this? My heart is never in the right place. And always at the wrong time. My name is christopher lee heraty and im a felon and a "criminal" who has overcame his past but making up for lost time right now, while currently dealing with a lot of current situations regarding my life and the law and all of the good stuff in life.

Anyways.. i wanted to know since my name is Christopher Lee Heraty but my old name used to be Christopher Lee Barcik, my last name has the same number of letters, and my first name has 11 letters.

11 + 3 + 6 = 21 2+1 = 3 i was born in 1990. Can anybody give me some direction to where i can help find someone or somethign to make me happy. i tend to find out i hurt people. My two most beloved and best friends were my dogs.

Bear and moose. 4 letters in bear 5 letters in moose = 9. And im not anti social and im able to make friends pretty easily, but i dont relate or feel right. Can anybody help me out? im just so confused and dont want to get wrapped up in all these numbers if they wont point me in a direction.

I need direction. Can anybody help?

My advice to you is simply to do what you like. Every day, have a positive attitude and the truth is that you will be more successful. God Bless, and good luck.

My advice to you is simply to do what you like. Every day, have a positive attitude and the truth is that you will be more successful. God Bless, and good luck.

Welcome to the world of http://www.973-eht-namuh-973.com cLHx1 it is good to have new a contributor in search of fulfillment and light and the end of a dark tunnel, I note that you have already extended love to your dogs and they to you.

We believe that the pleasure derived from learning will inevitably evolve your love for fellow humans, a love that will inevitably be reciprocated. The alphanumeric transposition patterns are indeed a boiler plate of the site, but once encountered undoubtedly cause everyone to think long, differently and hard about a myriad of different topics typically seen in one-dimensional view forged by a school curriculum or education methodology. By freeing the spirit of learning in this way we are more easily able to embrace a pageant of subjective matter as well as the emotions that accompany that data and love in its many forms, which in turn figure prominently any life scientific refurbishment curve.

James above, unusual name Above! - sounds like an exceptionally good egg, also.

Look at the following and see what thoughts it elicits, better still vocalise them in a post, you may find it most cathartic in emerging from the oppressive dark cloud currently dogging your humanity.

It's love that purifies the evil.

It's a question of when you find it, will you be happy the evil is dealt with?

Or do you still love that old evil?

It's up to you and only you know. You don't have to prove anything here it's ok. This is all face value honest talking that I've seen going on here

Lets face it, you don't have to be a criminal or evil to be terrible with girls. I'm 28 and single. I'm absolutely terrible with girls. You are doing well loving your animals for now, this should teach you to love again. I've cheated I've lied. Never married, I thought I found her once here recently. For years we talked about getting married, had all these plans. I knew her parents down in FL had a good report with them. All seemed fine. Then I had to go and destroy that relationship as well. I don't have a solid reason. Alcohol perhaps.

You should also consider really reconnecting with whatever family you have. Particularly you're mother.

But that's me and my failures. I destroy. I used to take great pleasure in destroying something, it calmed my anger. Now I just snap pencils. I buy a whole pack just to break them so often. It's something within me, like a talent, I've considered demolition jobs. Monitors. Keyboards. Walls. Tv's. Cars interiors..... Anything can be destroyed. If I teach anyone anything, it's that. It can ALWAYS be destroyed. So I guess my point is, even when you do find love, you've got to not destroy it. If you really want love, you won't destroy it so don't be afraid.

Nothing is worse than destroying love. Sometimes I just wish I were SOMEONE ELSE.

Hope any of this helps.