My revelation

[V3INZ]

I have read THE EVOKATION many times over. I felt like nothing was clicking; I was only reading it with my eyes.
Then I had a conversation pertaining to mysticism and the search for esoteric knowledge-- and I realized...
This site does not contain THE answers. (I've read some people say this before but I never truly understood it.) How could it after all? There is no singular answer for everyone. There is no singular journey that a mystic can follow. This site instead, contains the methods of finding the way. This site is not the spell-- not even the spell book, it is the wand.
How to anoint oneself... It has been seen in every religion across time. The enlightenment of the anointed one. Is not something gifted from a source, not from an esoteric knowledge that you must find. It is the journey that you must evoke yourself.

A bit of an update on where I'm coming from:

I am a student, I will forever be a student; learning and exploring new things-- it is my nature. My peers do not seem to understand. 2Na-- whoever you are... You said it best. Our smartphones contain a library of nearly every book ever written-- a treasure trove of knowledge. Yet people spend their time indulging in brainrot. No matter what I do I can never find someone who appreciates the search for knowledge as I do. I've put lots of money into college programs as early as my freshman year in high school, hoping I would find people who cared. I was distraught to see that during lessons taught by professors who lead in their field of study-- people would be on their phones, talking, nobody cared.
People have warned me all my life that I need to slow down, but I don't want to. I am young, but I consider myself an old soul. I may even be among the youngest to begin pursuing this path, but I think I always have been. Maybe all of us are like this?