Demonization

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I know that somebody on this forum must know the process to become a demon. Any help would be amazing. I guess I should tell my story first, though. It has been a few years, but I was visited by a group of astral vampires once. Keep in mind: the word demon, to me, is an umbrella term for any "occult" being. I digress. I was probably around nine or ten years old. I was sleeping and had what I thought was a dream (I have now come to realize that it was a forced OBE). A man came to my door and asked me to follow him, so I did. He took me to a place that was very familiar to me and, there, I found a larger group of people who were dressed similarly to him. I was asked to sign a contract (I assume it was a way for them to help me understand what I was doing. I doubt that signing a contract is a normal thing for demons to do.) Fast forward to now: I feel the presence of my own demonic power within me. I have snippets of memories from hell. I believe that I am in the final stages of reincarnation and that the "contract' was a way for them to awaken the demonic power within my soul. After years of trying, I am not able to astral project (save for my soul being dragged out of my body again fairly recently. Nothing happened, though) and I struggle with meditation. It is like I am not allowed to have any connection with Hell or the vampiric family until I complete some kind of goal or ritual. Any help regarding the process or goal would be very much appreciated!

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